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Thursday, August 31, 2006

ferst of all, i'd like to wish..
a HAPPY TEACHER'S DAE.
*
ermms, didn't post for the last two daes.
lazy lahh.
ermms, i'm kinda sad now.
todae not going to either s'goon sec or my pri school.
thought of going.
smsed my pri sch frends, dey nvr replied.
thought of going to s'goon sec, dey finish late todae.
i'm so sad dat everybody's going to their pri school.
but not me. i miss my teachers.
k, fyne. i'm starting to cry.
*
todae's celebration was okay okay.
love those singings, nyce nyce.
didn't do the aces dae thing.
due to the rainy weather.
only those sports leaders did it on stage.
get the exam timetable todae.
ouhs, wadever.
*
hrmms, i'm packed wid homewerks.
those holidae homewerks. damn.
malay, maths, maths project, geog project, the hw thru the LEAD website.
so manyy. canot thn larhs.
for the geog project, i dun even noe which group i belong to.
and we must hand it up after skool reopens.
and for the maths project, i'm so not in the mood to do it.
bcos, i'm in the same group wid her.
ouhs, wadever shit.
den for the LEAD website thing, i can't even sign in.
i dun even noe if i have an account for that thing.
but i tot the staffs in skool told me they are gonna make one fer me.
wadever la ehs.
i'm really feeling damn stressed.
and quite sad.
*
ouhs, i'm so sleepy now.
ytd slept late.
went to bed around nearly 3 a.m!
yea, not for fun.
bcos i'm doing my malay project.
and at dat time i went to bed.
I CAN'T SLEEP. its very difficult.
so at last i only sleep abt 2 hrs +.
*
hrmms, i dunnoela.
i kept on hearing stories abt ppl disliking me.
WHY? seriously..
how i wish i hadn't transferred skool.
i dun even noe wad i have done wrong.
and automatically, ppl disliked me.
dun they noe how hard it is for me to adapt to the new skool.
wid new frends. new teachers.
i tried my best to be okay.
pls la, i'm so stressed and fucked up.
those blood dat bleeds thru my wrists are not enough to release my stress.
how i wish if my life ends soon.
sometimes, i just think dat.
deres no meaning in my life. deres nth.
*
k la, till here.
*
tkcr, toodles.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
11:38 AM

Monday, August 28, 2006

hrmms, i'm sleepy now.
hehehs.
*
erms, in the morning.
went to school as usual, wid marco.
hahahs, i can't talk.
my voice is horrible. haha.
*
den gamelan, got the test.
fun fun.
i was tested on saron, bonang and kenong.
omg, i LOVE playing kenong.
but den... i suddenly ferget the nos.
and i played wrongly. oh, shits.
i'll surely get low marks.
reccess time was FUN FUN FUN.
wid atiqah, she damn crazy.
hahahs, no offence. =))
kept on laughing wid her.
she belo, i biol. wakaka.
*
after reccess, went to field.
did the rough planning for the aces dae.
den literature, mrs ng nvr come.
she's sick. i tink so.
science lesson, we did a test.
on electricity.
boring larhs, so sleepy.
hope i passed the test. heheh.
*
english lesson, read the newspaper.
abt the divorce2 thingy thing.
tmr got the debate thing. at ava room.
ouh, i'm so scared.
i'm the third speaker. scared got no voice.
luckily, i got the proposition side. heeh.
anyway, s'thing made me frustrated.
okie, she doesn't likes me.
i can feel n see it.
and ppl already told me dat.
but why?! i don't noe.
and now, she's involving a third party who is her own bestie.
oh, pls la. if u really dun like me in any way.
blg jer la. just tell me.
wadever larh ehk, mls nk lyn.
MEPEK TK LYN UH.
hrpkn muker je jambu, tapi prangai.
mcm bdk2 siakk.
*
kla, till here.
i'm hungryy. =))
tkcr. toodles.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
10:45 PM

Sunday, August 27, 2006

ermms, didn't post ytd.
didn't use the comp mahh, lazy.
*
so, abt ytd.
went to sch, wid haziq n bakar.
den met aqilah. also yi ling.
went to 7-11. hahahs.
treat haziq n bakar a lollie each.
bcos dey want it so much.
went to sch, see those actors n actress rehearse on the stage.
den sat wid kendra, yi ling n james to chit chat.
hahahs, no voice still wanna talk.
well, i'm stubborn.
*
i sat wid kendra in the bus.
got a packet of milo drink.
and also a fresh breakfast, roti john cheese.
mmm, nyce nyce. =))
reached northland, went up to the hall.
damn hot sia. the hall is big, bu the fans are small.
urghs, everybody was fanning demselves wid the paper given.
got the talk2 thing, damn long.
and i'm sleepy. hahahs.
den got break time, me n amirah quickly went around the school.
searching for the toilet. hahahs.
*
by 10.30, went up to the library.
see the 2e1 pupils act.
we are not suppose to vote for our own school.
but we still vote, and we give dem a 10.
which is the maximum, hahahs. =))
had lotsa fun.
*
den at 11.30, we rushed to the music room.
for our class act.
we voted again, hahahs.
but sadly, we didn't get to see the 2e3 performance act at ava room.
and at last, our class won the 4th place out of the six schools.
2e3 won the 4th place too out of the other six schools.
abt 2e1, i dunnoe. hahahs.
inside bus, we cheered and we sang a bdae song.
for SAFFWAN. hapie bdae.
ouhs, too bad, i can't cheer togeder. =((
k la, till here abt ytd.
*
and todae, later 8 at night got tuition.
ermms, bro's having a chalet at downtown east.
dunno if i'm going or not.
k la, till here.
tkcr, toodles.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
1:05 PM

Friday, August 25, 2006

ermms, i'm sickk.
not sick as in flu or fever or cough or wadever.
i'm sick as in i can't talk.
*
i was sent to the changi general hospital just now.
its just some accidents happen in skool.
i fell down and i hit my chin, and worst, my throat.
i just can't bring myself up after falling down.
i can't feel anything at ferst. and its quite difficult for me to breathe.
so i just lay down and tried to stay calm ferst.
i also can't feel the tears dat rolled down.
after a few seconds, den i feel okay.
aqilah, kendra n james was trying to pull me up.
i tried to talk, but shockingly..
I CAN'T. i was very shock.
no voice came out. only air.
james, dun put ureself at fault.
ure not to be blame. its my fault too.
for not being careful. i noe u n kendra are just joking around.
and i tink i got excited and.. i'm not careful. hahahs. =))
*
so.. dey sent me to meet miss chin at sec 1e1 classrm.
den we went to general office.
bla bla bla.
mr mokhtar drove to my blk and pick my mom n sis.
went to hospital. met bro dere.
bro was disturbing me, bcos i can't talk. hmphs!
went for x-ray. den went to the specialists clinic.
the doctor put some medicine in my nose to make it numb.
after 10 mins, he called me in again.
guess wad?! he look at my throat thru my nose.
and by inserting a tube wid camera s'thing lyk dat.
damn pain, until.. i cried.
ouh, my nose hurts alot. n i was like choking.
luckily, i dun have any medications to take.
i HATEhateHATE medicines. =))
i just nid to rest my voice for 1 wk.
means.. no talking for me?! oh, wadever.
its for my own good, for me to talk normally again.
and i nid to go for doctor's appointment. on 15 sept.
i hate doctor appointments. no offence.

so, dere cuts on my right knee.
and also the inner part of my lips.
thanks to frends who cared for me. =))
especially james, kendra n aqilah.
*
nth really happen in skool todae.
except for dat accident.
no matter wad.
i'm still going to skool tmr.
to support my class.
only dat i can't cheer. too bad.
and also too bad for me, i can't wat the things i always eat.
and no coke for me for 1 wk. wa liao. siao.
*
so now, i'm doing my malay project.
abt the performance task thing.
must search for songs.
and i'm smsing my new godsis.
guess who? its.. kendra. wakakas.
ouh, marco's surely having fun now.
ryte ryte ryte? at chalet at sentosa.
so fun!~ hrmmms...
*
k lah. till here.
tkcr. toodles. =))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
5:44 PM

Thursday, August 24, 2006

todae is a really bad dae for me.
really really bad dae for me.
i hate todae.
*
in the morning, sorry marco.
i tot u already left me.
but i was the one who left u instead.
i was acting different in school todae.
really different.
*
well, only some noes why.
rmb wad date is it todae.. 24 august 2006.
if todae i'm lyk dis.
i'm wondering wad will happen on 30 sept...
i'm sorry marco, for acting different towards u todae.
i just feel like crying my lungs out.
and tears just can't stop rolling down my cheeks.
even when in the class.
*
reccess time, i just dun feel lyk talking.
deres too mush running thru my mind.
until my migraine come.
atiqah say my face is pale.
in class, just can't study.
the pain in my brain is too strong.
i just put my head down.
and i'm still crying.
aft school, i feel lyk i can't walk.
i just feel like i'm falling apart n dropping myself down.
*
when i reached home, the ferst thing i do..
SLEEP. relax my mind.
okie marco, qilah told me s'thing.
u asked her abt the thing i wrote on my hand.
i'm really2 sorie. if u read dis. i'm so sorry.
its somebody else name, not ures, and not mine.
i dunnoe why i wrote dat persons name.
maybe its bcos of the date todae.
but i promise u..
i'll try to forget abt dat person.
pls.. forgive me.
i just can't tell u myself.
*
okies, till here.
my brain is too pain.
tkcr. toodles.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
7:27 PM

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

ermms, i'm kinda bored now.
only chatting wid marco and amin now.
and also watching chinese show.
*
well, todae we have MT oral exams.
in the morning, went to school.
meet marco ferst, i'm LATE again.
kinda, s'thing lyk dat.
he gave me chocs. whee!~
hahahs, but i nid to pay him back.
phm2 je larhs...
*
reached skool, kinda kecoh.
hahahs, all the way we walked.
most were disturbing. hahahs.
went up to class.
*
for english, we went to ava room.
ms chin did some briefing abt the EL oral.
james took away my wallet looking at the contents inside.
den i took it back.
suddenly when wanna go out of ava room.
he took it again den passed to gabriel.
gabriel very bad larhs, he took out my pri 1 bus pass.
the old one, and show my pic to everybody.
hahahs, very bad sia.
*
reccess time, i have stomach cramps.
dunno why, maybe ytd i nvr eat? i dunnoe.
aft reccess, went to sci lab.
did practical, the circuit thingy thing.
boring larhs. i partnered wid amirah.
we did it while laughing.
den D&T, did drawings.
of combinations s'thing lyk dat.
i did an 'MP3 necklace'?
hahahs, wad a crap. quite cute.
the homec students cooked sherperd's pie.
*
aft school, b4 oral.
stayed inside class and watch the actors and actress rehearse.
for the saturday's drama.
den bla bla bla.
when cikgu aishah came, we all sit in class.
i sat wid ilah, amirah, wani and amin.
talking abt s'things.
hehehs. =))
the oral was okay lah.
quite nervous b4 taking it.
the conversation, was abt my ambition when i grow up.
and i wanted to be a... TEACHER. wakakas. =))
i was so nervous talking wid cikgu aishah.
and i tink she notice it.
*
aft oral, i lock up the classroom and went to general office.
to return the keys.
saw the indonesian students.
they're singing n playing piano togeder wid siglap students.
aww, so fun. a song by peterpan. and my fav. song also.
*
when i reached home,the ferst thing i do is....
SLEEP. hahahs, damn sleepy.
slept on sister's bed.
nyce nyce. but felt a lil' headache aft dat.
and my voice changed. hahahs.
watched s'pore idol.
fun fun.
*
k la. till here for todae.
nth more to say and i nid to iron my uni.
oh shits, i haven't planned for my malay project.
*
bubbyes. tkcr.
toodles. =))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
9:26 PM

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

wola!~
now chatting wid farid.
i'm sending songs to bro's hp.
i'm polishing my fingernails, only right hand is done.
i'm listening to songs.
and i'm blogging.
*
so siao. wakakas.
and i'm feeling damn hungry now.
i dun wanna eat.
and not forgetting, i'm sleepy now.
hahahs.
*
marco lied. marco lied. marco lied la.
he say he offline at 10.30 p.m.
or to be exact WE are supposed to offline at the same time.
which is 10.30 p.m.
but he offlined ferst when bro's using the comp for the time being.
hmphs. =((
*
i didn't post ytd.. bcos...
I AM LAZY. damn2 lazy.
hahahs.
in the morning just now, overslept.
not late for school, but late for meeting marco.
hahahs, i just can't wake up just now.
not enough sleep as ytd night can't sleep.
met him at 7-11.
den went to school.
*
den bla bla bla.
in class, during history.
damn boring. no offence.
english lesson was absolute FUN!
hahahs, grouped wid ilah, amirah n wani.
laughed non-stop lyk mad ppl.
until my stomach cramp.
all bcos of wani and amirah.
dey doodle2 on the newspaper things dat are not suppose to be dere.
me n ilah just kept on laughing.
i laughed till i feel lyk crying. hahahs.
*
i'm crazy todae.
just kept on laughing.
reccess time, i did s'thing stupid.
its not purposely, its just dat i'm just so blurr.
hahahs, i laughed to much wid ilah n dayang until i fell down sitted to the ground.
den at the quadrangle.
must assemble according to index no. WTF la.
i'm the last one.
we did the SPA test thingy aft reccess.
and, i was the only girl in the sci lab. wtf.
the rest are all guys.
the SPA test was absolute CRAP.
i dun even understand wad's the qn talking abt.
i just did it anyhow, wadever.
*
CME lesson, did the singaporean thingy thing.
i got no bk, ferget larhs.
den we shared abt our roots s'thing lyk dat.
abt our mixed blood, if we have.
well, my great grandmom is a chinese.
dats all i noe, hahahs.
den did the secret pen pal thing.
sorie amirah, i didn't give u anything!
thanks gabriel, for the sweets. =))
*
aft sch, got maths remedial.
so boring, i almost slept in class.
k gtg.
bye toodles.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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10:22 PM

Sunday, August 20, 2006

well, kinda tired now.
plus bored and plus plus more.
*
just now got tuition.
i am so damn sleepy.
i kept on yawning until tears rolled down.
and i'm not late just now. hahahs.
teacher treated me a drink.
gerald was frustrated bcos he don't get anything.
and anyway, welcome to rebecca n hidayah.
actually rebecca joined in ytd.
*
when going home from tuition.
inside bus, urghs.
deres a chinese guy sitting beside me.
and suddenly.... I CAN'T BREATHE!
oh, i was like gagging for air.
wanna noe why?
dat guy damn smelly.
i canot thn sia, i kept on rubbing my nose.
luckily left a few more stops till i get down the bus.
*
b4 going out to tuition.
went out to century sq. wid mom n sis.
ate at long john silver. nyce2.
and todae... is my BAD HAIR DAY..
i hate it.
i straightened my hair, den it was like so uncontrollable.
so i just give up n let my hair be as it is.
*
k la. till here.
tmr's skooling.
tkcr, toodles.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
10:30 PM

Saturday, August 19, 2006

okie, todae was nth at all.
in the morning, went to tuition.
i was LATE! hahahs.
busy looking into the mirror wid my eyeliner.
wakaka.
*
i reached tuition late.
but the teacher was much more later.
aww, too bad.
next saturday was teacher's bdae and i can't come for tuition!?
he's surely treating the others and i dun get.

hmphs, not fair.
its all bcos of the literature fiesta.
urghs wadever.
*
after tuition, saw dzulkifli at bustop.
he and his frend. he kept smiling.
take the bus went home.
at home, got nth to do.
*
k la. till here.
i owe marco and bakar a lollipop.
hahahs.
*
tkcr. toodles.
i'm sleepy.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
11:08 PM

Friday, August 18, 2006

ermms, nvr post for ytd.
nvr use the comp.
hehehs.
ytd also deres nth.
except for me being sleepyhead in class.
wakaka, kept on knocking off in class. =))
*
todae, p.e only 2e2 and 2e3.
2e1 and 2t1 dunno go comp lab for wad.
played volleyball, fun fun.
kept on laughing and laughing lyk mad ppl.
den maths lesson, knock off again! wakaka.
eyes canot open sia, damn sleepy.
luckily ms wong nvr see.
but den ms wong is very upset todae.
'cause of some reasons.
oh, fine. i nid to go for remedial on tuesday.
urghs, why must my name be on the board??!
*
reccess, dun feel lyk eating anything even though i'm hungry.
buy food also no use, i won't eat it finish.
even if its nuggets. no appetite la.
geography lesson. damn fed-up wid mrs menon.
stupid larhs, hate her.
and todae, everybody get their nametags.
wtf. i escaped from s'goon sec's nametags thingy.
and now dere's still nametags for me?! urghs.
I HATE NAMETAGS. no offence.
students are supposed to wear the nametags by monday.
if not, the punishment will be CWO. dunno wad thing.
cleaning the toilet s'thing lyk dat.
dats wad iwani says. hahahs.
i dun nid, myne is later. wakakas.
i haven't got a nametag. =))
*
after school, drama was cancelled.
but got meeting.
got the script for little red riding hood.
its for hw and must be ready by the coming friday.
oh, shits.
*
anyway, marco.. i'm sorie i didn't meet u int he morning just now.
i reached late, so i tot u go already.
dats y i just left.
*
k la. till here.
wanna sleep, tmr got tuition.
and i nid to wake up at 7 a.m? oh, wadever.
tkcr, toodles.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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11:29 PM

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

hrmms, i'm kinda bored now.
now, chatting wid marco, aqilah, aini and haziq.
hahahs, i cried. bcos.....
of dis drama 'Cinta Q'. the sisters fought abt their father.
and i cried... omg.
*
okie, today morning.
met up wid marco at 7-11.
den went to school.
still haven't gave his cure for his sickness.
wakaka.
went to class, did our geog hw. hehs.
*
den bla bla bla.
maths lesson, get back our maths common test paper.
i did it so damn badly. i FAILED.
for the ferst time, i failed maths badly. omg.
hate my marks.
den geog, quite fun. wid mrs menon.
we all laugh2.
lit, we see the characters practice their act.
we are having the literature fiesta @ northland sec.
its on 26 august, saturday.
*
after reccess, was MT.
did groupwerk. grouped wid aqilah n iwani.
den D&T, quite boring.
did he coloring, using markers. damn cacat. hahs.
after school, stayed back wid the girls in the canteen.
me and aqilah edited the script for our class lit acting.
marco sat beside me, and....
cikgu dian saw?! wtf.
omg, she stared.
den bla bla bla.
*
went home, marco got his cure for his sickness.
hahahs.
at home, got nth to do.
sat at in the living room, listen to the songs.
den... i sing, sing and sing...
luckily nvr rain, hehe. =))
*
at around 7, went to west plaza.
bought some things.
at the bustop, saw syaza, jannah and daphne.
stopped for a while and talk2 to them.
*
k la. till here.
feeling kinda cold for no reason now.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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9:47 PM

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

i'm bored now.
only chatting wid aqilah and dzulkifli.
just now, chatting wid marco also.
hahahs.
*
dis morning, went to meet marco at 7-11.
faris was dere too.
den we walked to skool.
marco gave me a ferrero rocher.
aww, so sweet. =))
*
when reached skool, aqilah gave me a sweet.
the pen pal thing which we exchange gifts.
i dun even bought anything for the person i'm suppose to give.
hahahs. den bla bla bla.
ate the ferrero rocher. teehees.
den 3 periods of maths, ms wong nvr come.
baek ar. =))
me and aqilah chit chat, laugh2.
CME, we did a drawing. bla bla bla.
after reccess went to ava room.
did our english class test. damn cold.
after the test, ms chin was trying to get our attention.
but den, almost everybody wasn't listening to her.
she was so damn angry and she switched off the lights.
it was total darkness, den she went out. leaving us.
sorry ms chin. hrmms.
*
history was boring.
after dat was mother tongue.
amin sat beside saffwan so i sat alone.
todae's assembly was super duper boring.
got the chinese opera, so sleepy.
the music was lyk so noisy.
and it make me have headache.
i only lyk one part of the opera, the fighting part.
and... assembly end late today.
*
after school, stayed back to finish my lit assignment again.
ferst was wid aqilah, dayang, syaza, atiqah and the zatis.
den syaza went for band.
and the others went home, left me n aqilah.
den slowly other ppl came by.
so deres, me, aqilah, aini, marco, haziq, shawn, fatinah n sofia.
aqilah n haziq helped me. wakaka.
den went home at 4+.
*
reached home, sleep! hahahs. =))
nyce nyce.
den wake up got nth to do.
at night, talked wid aqilah on the phone.
den conferenced wid haziq oso.
talk3 all crap. hahahs.
*
k la. till here.
tkcr. toodles.
tmr gonna give marco the cure for his sickness.
want to give or not? hahahs.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
10:03 PM

Monday, August 14, 2006

wola peepos. =))
i hate my leg. hahahs.
it hurts. my right ankle hurts!
*
walked to skool at around 6.40+.
at traffic light, james was about to trick me over s'thing.
but his plan failed. hahahs, too bad.
bcos i already saw him going down the bus. wakaka.
den at traffic light, the zatis came by.
went to school togeder.
i was walking, or shud i say limping.
but actually, i'm supposed to meet marco at 7-11.
but i don't know! oh, i'm so sorry.
*
reached skool, i was eager to see aqilah's new style.
hahahs, but she haven't change.
den we chit chat.
den bla bla bla, assemble at the quadrangle.
dayang giler. wakakas. =))
*
maths lesson, miss wong nvr come.
yippee!~ i just doodle2 on my foolscap paper.
den heritage art went to gamelan room.
played a few other instruments, fun fun.
recess time, boring.
i dun noe why, maybe bcos i didn't get to see him.
hahahs.
after reccess, went back straight to class as it was raining.
syaza and dayang did s'thing to me. wakaka.
hahahs. dayang blocked me not letting me get into the class.
syaza hold me from the back, wakaka.
den marco was standing in between 2e1 n 2e2 classroom.
lalala, melts. hahahs.
*
lit was super duper boring. no offence.
we just did the plot thingy for the interschool-competition.
luckily mrs ng nvr ask for my assignment,i haven't finish it.
hahahs, lazy la.
sci lesson went to physics lab, den english lesson went to ava room.
after school, stayed back wid aqilah.
the zatis went home around 2+.
aqilah helped me out wid my lit assignment.
thanks gurl. =))
but now, still haven't finish. wakaka.
*
went home around 4+.
went home wid her and rahidah and rahidah's frend.
*
k la. till here.
tkcr. toodles. =))
gonna meet marco tmr.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
9:44 PM

Sunday, August 13, 2006

well, i just came back from loyang point.
quite tiring, my legs hurts.
ate at mcdonalds.
saw one bag outside, nyce nyce.
i want it, but the adidas bag i wanted is nicer. x))
*
later at 8 gonna have tuition.
bro is gonna send me. whee!~
no need to wait for the bus.
wakaka.
at loyang point just now..
bought 2 packets of lollies, whee!~
i loike! well, dzul's gonna get his strawberry n cream lollie.
hahahs.
*
k la, till here.
gonna pass the comp to my sis.
tkcr, toodles.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
6:27 PM

Saturday, August 12, 2006

ermms, i'm so happy now. =))
hehehe.
*
todae, in the morning, got tuition.
and at last, i'm not late.
i'm the ferst one to arrive.
dini arrived the last.
science lesson, bla bla bla.
did the assessments.
10.30, break time.
at 11.3o was english.
we did the phrases n vocab thingy.
den do the idioms all dat stuffs.
*
after tuition, went home.
got nth to do.
so damn bored.
watch tv, sleep for a while.
den wake up, bla bla bla.
went to west plaza, bought biscuits, fries and print pics.
go home, ate fries.
wait for sis to finish using the comp.
and at last, i got it. =))
and dats when i started smiling non-stop.
hehehe.
well, marco's online. =))
chatted wid him.
*
den bla bla bla.
tmr's gonna go out.
going to loyang point, wid mom n sis.
at night got tuition at 8. aiyo.
i owe dzul a lollie. hahahs.
*
k la. till here.
tkcr. toodles. =))
i'm loving him.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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10:54 PM

Friday, August 11, 2006

many thing happened todae.
ermms.
*
in the morning, went to school at 7.
cried for a while b4 going out.
cried while looking into the mirror.
i'm suddenly missing my dearie frend so much, maria.
hrmms.
*
reached skool, lepak2 in class.
saw marco n friend walking pass.
he's cute. x))
b4 assembling at the quadrangle.
liyana asked me again.
and i say....... i not conferm. heh.
got p.e. played volleyball, AGAIN.
got bee! eee! we all shouted here n dere. hahahs.
the way i played volleyball was lyk playing netball.
hahahs, did i miss netball?
i'm just used to netball ler, i hate volleyball.
i didn't enjoy the p.e lesson as.. i was having stomach cramps.
pain seyy, canot thn.
*
after p.e, bla bla bla.
lessons was boring.
reccess time, i was like in my crazy mood. x))
bcos, i saw marco!! hahax.
and.. dayang nearly made me choked when i'm drinking water.
hahahs.
when assembling at the quadrangle after reccess,,
i answered to liyana.
its a yes. and dis one is confermed.
thanks farid 2T2 for the bubblegum. kekeke.
*
after school, went to elias mall.
ate at mcdonalds.
bought double cheeseburger. heh.
after buying, faris 2n2 disturbed me.
hahahs, i was walking wid my tray and he just took away my burger.
but at last he returned it back. hahahs.
after eating, went back to school.
got no drama, so went home.
den go home, nothing to do, oh im so bored.
change my clothes, went to west plaza for a while.
actually, quite long. i need some time alone.
so i went to the void deck opposite school.
sat dere and watched the pupils in school.
some playing badminton. quite fun sitting dere.
*
den went home, watch tv.
fell asleep.
6 p.m wake up, decided to do my tuition hw for tmr.
but den... i got no pen.
so went back to west plaza again!
bought a pen and a lollie.
oh, i love my lollie. x))
when going home, saw faris 2n2. talk2.
from 7-11, i walked wid him to the bustop.
bcos i was trying to send the song he want.
hahahs, faris extra la.
he say he bought for me the hp on valentines day.
hello? i'm not even in siglap during valentines day. haha!
after talking wid him, went home.
did things, doodle2 on the books n papers.
den bla bla bla.
*
k la. till here.
hoping for a better tmr. x))
urghs, nid to wake up early tmr morning.
got tuition at 9 a.m.
edely, i dun hate u tau. thnks for caring.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
11:02 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

well, had fun just now.
wid friends. deres aini, aqilah, bakar, haziq n rohaizad.
went to TM.
watched The Fast and The Furious: Tokyo Drift.
okie la.
suppose to mit dem at mcd. at 12.45 p.m.
but i'm late. reached dere around 1+.
kekeke, sorie guys.
me n bakar was like fighting for sit no. 15.
wakaka, and at last. i got it! heh. =))
*
b4 going inside, me, aqilah n aini bought chocs.
den bla bla bla.
went inside, go out again.
went to toilet. hahs.
watch movie, the place damn cold.
den halfway, the 3 girls went to toilet again.
i just follow dem just bcos i dun wanna sit alone wid 3 guys bside me.
hahahs.
after the movie, walk2.
den go to century sq.
go take neoprint. hahahs, fun fun.
me, aqilah, aini n haziq only.
bakar n aizad nk malu2 pulak. ahacks.
the neos turn out to be quite nice. =))
*
den went back to TM.
went to adidas shop. whee!~
saw the adidas bag i'm craving for.
i'm still waiting for it.
but it cost $79. hahs. expensive larhs.
if i noe, i nvr buy the le coq sportif bag dat tyme. =((
den went to the sportslink, or royal sporting house?
i dunno, i ferget. browse thru the shoes.
den went back to century sq. ate at long john silver.
i can't finish my food, aini too.
so we passed to haziq, hahahs.
haziq tong sampah. wakaka.
*
after eating, decided to go home.
by then its around 5+.
all take 81 except for aizad.
he take no. 8.
we took pics of ourselves.
inside bus, open song, all sing2.
aqilah went down ferst, den aini.
left me, the only girl. wid bakar n haziq.
hahahs, the next stop after aini, haziq went down.
den bakar change seat and sat bside me.
and dere was silence. except for the songs from my hp.
den he went down, left me alone.
i went down at west plaza.
*
den at home, nth to do.
use comp.
now chatting wid dzulkifli.
hahs, he kept mentioning abt.... him.
hahahs, k la. i'll write his name.
abt marco i mean. wakaka.
need to help dzul wid his malay hw.
hahahs, i'll just try.
i owe aini $2.50. and i owe edely a testimonial.
hahax. stress la. i'm broke.
den need to dye my hair black color.
ms chin told to do so. actually by tmr.
but heck care la, no time.
by monday will do.
but, i love the color. =((
*
k la. till here.
i'll post the pics next time.
tkcr, toodles. =))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
8:52 PM

Wednesday, August 09, 2006

didn't post for ytd.
didn't use the comp.
*
abt yesterday.......
school was half-day ytd.
our class was suppose to assemble outside our own class.
ohs, crap. tired sey.
during the parade all, the others were sitting down at the quadrangle.
but we are supposed to stand all the way.
2e1 and us were at level 2.
good thing, i get to see everybody down dere.
bad thing, our legs are tired from standing.
den amirah, dayang n me plus kendra too was lyk making fun.
singing2 wid the lyrics given. den we laughed.
until miss chin told us to keep quiet.
faiz was the parade commander, hahs.
so small size, no offence.
*
after dat went to hall, had more of the celebrations.
den bla bla bla.
after dat, went home straight.
not really la, sat wid sofia.
in the canteen, actually i wanna wait for the dancers.
but den mls, dey so slow.
so went home. sofia went to her primary skool.
*
went home, nth to do.
fall asleep, nyce nyce.
den in the afternoon went out.
to geylang serai, wid mom n sis.
*
at night, watch tv.
sms2 bakar.
discussing abt thurs outing.
wanna go watch movie.
actually wanna go watch at bedok.
budden the movie we wanna watch is not showing dere.
so, we'll be going to tampines mall instead.
i tot we'll be going wid lots of friends.
but den, end up only me, aqilah, bakar, haziq.
hahs, but dun mistaken kaes.
its not double date or anything.
its just a friend outing.
but still not cnfm. bcos aqilah haven't asked her dad.
ohs, surely after tmr i'm gonna be damn broke.
*
k, abt todae....
bakar smsed me a few times since morning.
but i nvr reply, sorie adek!
lazy la wanna borrow ppl hp to reply.
my prepaid low mahh.
he kept asking abt tmr.
nvm, later i can reply.
*
just now, made roti kirai.
i'm the one who kirai it.
yum yum, damn hot inside the kitchen.
ermms, later wanna go west plaza for a while.
b4 the national day parade later at 6.
wanna buy coke, as a token of reward.
teeheeh. =))
*
k la. till here.
tkcr. toodles.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
3:51 PM

Monday, August 07, 2006

well, i'm sleepy now.
since coming back from school just now.
anyway, hapie 14 th b'dae zuhaili.
*
todae in school was the best.
whee!~ =))
in the morning went to 7 eleven to buy kinder bueno.
was hoping nth. wasn't expecting anything.
saw syafiqah and amirah.
dey went ferst.
den i went to school, everybody in class was sleeping.
the lights were switched off.
dayang, aqilah, gabriel all were sleeping. hahs.
so i came in and joined dem.
while listening to songs. =))
*
den bla bla bla.
literature time, mrs ng wasn't quite in the mood.
we were planning abt the act.
and guess wad?! we were competing against ACS and i forget wad skool.
wah liao, no wonder teacher so stressed.
den during heritage art, as usual, went to gamelan room.
i played the 'saron' again. den the 'kenong'.
i love playing the 'kenong'. very fun.
although quite stressful. kekeke.
den reccess, when queuing up.
oh, marco was just a few persons behind me. whee!.
*
after reccess, history was boring.
managed to survive for 1 hr.
den sci lesson, saw him at the homec room.
aww, he's making me melts even more. =))
marco i mean. cute cute.
can't take my eyes off him. hahs.
until aqilah closed the window. heh.
last three periods of maths, super duper boring.
managed to survive again. and at least, i get to learn s'thing.
*
after school, went to canteen.
bought nuggets den decided to go home.
suddenly, i stepped onto... a chewing gum, or a blue tack.
i oso dunno, but surely dat somebody who threw it anyhow..
is super duper stupid moron wid no brains.
so me and tina turned back and sat at the canteen.
wid the dancers while i tried to get rid of the thing.
*
when wanna go home.
walked back out. and den..........
saw marco, oh *melts*.
while walking in the middle of the quadrangle, heard somebody calling my name.
i turned, and i saw him.
he was waving. dunno if he's waving to who.
if wanna say he waving to me, scared later not pulak.
prasaan je, i dun want to be prasan.
so i just tried to smile back, if he's really waving to me.
cute la he. =))
me and tina went home togeder.
i kept mentioning abt marco. wakaka.
gd luck to tina and saffwan, who's tmr gonna be the emcee.
hahs. ermms, decided tmr not to go to sch early ard 6.35++ lyk dat.
wanna go around 7.
cause of some reasons, hahacks.
i dun wanna mention it here.
*
haizz, later got tuition.
at 8p.m.
need to go out early, wanna prove to teacher dat i'm not always late.
hahs. *peace*
i'm hungryy.
*
k la. till here.
toodles. tkcr.
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off .]"

; i scream my lungs out @
4:58 PM

Sunday, August 06, 2006

ermms, todae nth much.
now chatting wid qin.
i sending him songs.
hahs. oso charging my ipod shuffle.
dzulkifli, just now say he sad.
i asked why, he say difficult to explain.
den he offline. hahs.
*
todae, went to cp.
wid mom n sis.
met sis at her workplace.
waited for her 1 hr plus.
to go eat togeder.
ate at banquet. den bla bla bla.
went to montip for a while to buy clip.
den went home.
got nth to do, so use comp.
*
whee!~ tmr monday.
hahs, u noe, i noe. public dunnoe.
hahahs, but haven't iron my uniform.
lazy la. later will do.
later oso wanna check if my skool shoe dry already or not.
*
errs, k la.
till here for todae.
toodles. tkcr. =))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
10:14 PM

Saturday, August 05, 2006

ermms, now chattin' wid dzulkifli and farid.
*
feeling kinda sleepy now.
today went to tuition.
reached late.
while waiting for bus 39, saw apiz.
he went out of bus no. 3.
he smiled at me.
*
den at tuition, bla bla bla.
basically, todae deres nth.
*
abt the thing liyana told me.
i think... its a yes.
kekeke. i wanna give it a try.
whee. monday will do.
yipee!~
*
k la. till here.
wanna go sleep.
i'm too sleepy to type more.
toodles. tkcr. =))
*
` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

; i scream my lungs out @
11:13 PM

Friday, August 04, 2006

ermms, todae was okay, quite fun in school.
*
in the morning, went to school.
went to 7-eleven to buy ferrero rocher adek told me to buy.
i expected to see him, but unfortunately.
i didn't get. *sobs*
so bought ferrero rocher. den kinder bueno for myself.
went to school.den bla bla bla.
thought he nvr come. i was like so damn pathetic.
suddenly at around 7+. he came.
i was lyk jumping and cheering. whee!~
*
assembly at quadrangle.
sat near the dzuls.
kept on laughing upon hearing wad dey say.
funny la.
so p.e lesson, i saw him.
whee!~ he was playing another different type of game.
i was playing volleyball.
hahas. =))
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maths lesson, we sang a b'dae song for miss wong.
reccess tyme, nothing happened.
after reccess, when want to assemble a the quadrangle.
liyana told me s'thing.
i dun think i wanna put it here.
hahs. k, i'm confused.
i dunno wad to answer.
so we sat down, i saw him staring.
marco i mean.
den went up to classroom, i was giving out the papers.
his class walked pass.
he still kept on staring.
but den, he's staring was the one dat makes me melts.
kekeke.
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den bla bla bla. after school, went to locker.
ate the biscuit mss wong gave.
all the guys kept on trying to grab my biscuit. hahs.
satu2 mcm pirana. oops.
out of 3 piece, i only got to eat one.
haha. den went home staright.
at 2, met sofia and dayang at bustop outside skool.
wanna go for drama.
after mitting her, waited for fatinah.
den went inside skool, we're early.
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drama or eldds, was fun.
hahahs, we acted out s'things.
and in two weeks time, we must perform the play teacher gave us.
must with costume and props. hahs.
fun fun.
on sept 12, got the musical at victoria theathre.
the best thing is dat, we're gonna get to noe wadever we want.
can wear home clothes. yipee!~
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k la. till here.
toodles. tkcr.
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` LOLLYgirl signing off. ]"

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